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Subject:Hi my names laura and im an addict.
Time:04:17 pm
Current Mood:calmcalm
So this for anyone who still reads this, anyone who still cares. Rehab has been perhaps the best thing thats happened to me in four years. Im straightening up, and maturing the an extent I never thought possible. I have bid farewell for all the past habits that so worried the people that love me most. Im on a new path, one that will take me through the rest of my life. And many might smirk or sneer at this new way of living, but I firmly believe that it's whats best for me. Im on a day pass, but im about to head back. I will see those who havnt dropped out or switched schools at graduation, and I should be out of residential treatment by the end of May.
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Current Music:The Arcace Fire- In the Backseat
Subject:je monte une cheval
Time:04:05 pm
Current Mood:calmcalm
I feel like im going to vomit and instead I sneeze violently. Andy Warhol always was his favorite. I prefer Roy Lichenstein. I'v got 40 days of solitude ahead of me. Just now im happy and I feel peaceful. Im worried about Rosie, because I havn't seen her, nor heard from her in days.
Alice died in the night. I'v been learning to try my whole life. But seriously, all I have to say is <imgsrc.
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Current Music:Every Day is Valentines Day
Subject:Frankly, Mr. Shankly
Time:09:19 pm
Current Mood:accomplishedaccomplished
So I'v just finished the dishes and now im eating an orange and thinking about things. Like Matt and how he loves The Smiths, and buffalo bites, and me. I'v been thinking about Breck and Ashton, wishing for those friendships again. And about The City of God, and how the V.P. shot his hunting friend, and the fact that i'm in way over my head in make-up work from getting the flu. I'v had the Sublime record that I got for Vaneltine's day on my mind, and Frank Sinatra, and I'v been nervous about getting into Savannah College of Art and Design, biting my nails more or less. I want want want to go see Of Montreal but find myself forced to go to Hank's family weekend at UF for med school, he says I'll get to hold a brain. hehe.
goodnight for now
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Subject:An Interview With Kevin Smith
Time:08:27 pm
You wiped the puke off my boots from those horrid sleeping pills. I thank you. We danced in the parking lot while I sang Frank Sinatra. Thats all I need.
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Current Music:the Beatles- within without you
Time:04:35 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
So things are going, and going along now. The year is speeding by like lightening and now Christmas is nearly upon us. My tear ducts have had more exercise than usual, but laughter has left my mouth more than usual as well. Win some lose some. Win some lose some. So you steal from thrift stores and and kiss his lips at least a thousand times a day. Im in love love love. And you know it.

Disappear Here
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Current Music:sufjan stevens- the orcale said wander
Subject:naked agression, bitter youth
Time:08:32 pm
Current Mood:moorid
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Current Music:the Beatles- within without you
Subject:iv got nothing to do today but smile
Time:12:15 am
Current Mood:happyhappy
I'v had a bit too much coffee tonight so I get out of the bed im trying to get some sleep in and pour myself a bowl of cereal. I create a soft, melodic song list and get to work updating. I venture into my mind and think of how life has been as of late. Life has certainly been drug free. This is a matter I have had considerable trouble with, but now that I'v let it all go it seems perfectly normal to be sober all of my minutes, and hours, and days. My mind lingers on Matthew, my darling, my love, and what adventures lay in front of us. Every minute Im certain I think of you, my mind is engulfed in you, and only you. Let's take over the world. Iv only just finished writing my senior paper, which I wrote on the history of fashion, typical, I know. Elliott lies in my lap curled up into the cutest ball of dog I have ever witnessed. Today is Friday, a new day and I welcome it with eager aspirations.
Piss off (please).
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Current Music:anime music, chatter
Subject:school blues/boredom
Time:09:58 am
Current Mood:awakeawake
Three Names You Go By
- Laura
- Giz Girl
- LaRo

Three Parts of Your Heritage
- Scottish
- English
- Irish

Three Things That Scare You
- Wolf spiders reproducing in my V
- Mum dying
- Being buried alive

Three of Your Everyday Essentials
- Flats
- Rock n Roll
- Cigarettes

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
- Hippy skirt
- My Peruvian Ring
- DKNY Jacket with brass buttons

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists
- The Cure
- Elefant
- Elliott Smith

Three of Your Favorite Songs - at the moment
- Little wings- look at what the light did now
- Elefant- misfit
- Violent Femmes- kiss off

Two Truths and a Lie
- Iv killed a man just to watch him die
- Iv kissed a frog
- I know this lovely boy

Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You
- Eyes
- Affection
- Personality

Three of Your Favorite hobbies
- Photography
- Drawing
- Drugs

Three Things You Want to do Really Badly Right Now
- Kiss Matthew
- smoke weed!
- pass my drug tests

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation
- India
- China
- Germany

Three Things You Want to Do Before You Die
- Kiss all the pretty boys
- Live well
- Drop acid

Three people I would like to see take this quiz
- Robert Smith
- Axel Rose
- Jim Morrison
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Current Music:rilo kiley- capturing moods
Subject:park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me
Time:09:49 pm
Current Mood:pensivepensive
Take my shaking hands and and bite my trembling lips. I see inspiration in your eyes, and find comfort in your embrace. A beginning so passionate in frightens me. Were just a couple of foolish bastards with vague dreams of brillance. I have but one caveat for you; the lows can be so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap. Pull my thoughts away from the darkness that they so often linger in, im weak but not giving in.
Take me, im yours.
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Current Music:the decemberists- the infanta
Subject:we laid down in the grass of the clearing
Time:10:32 pm
Current Mood:psyco bitch
Let me smother you in kisses and wisper lyrics in your ear. Like no other, and I curse every moment that we are not together. Newsboy hats and ripped jeans, you take my hand and we take on the world. Allready the memories are many, moving as fast as a rollar coaster. Swept off my god damn feet.
You fill my head all full of rainbows.
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