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Current Music:Ambulance LTD- primitive (the way I treat you)
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Subject:love=hate
Time:09:36 pm
A world of new, and nothing to do. Truly, I think you should fall for me, the way I wish to fall for you. A glass of grape juice soon to be imbibed and cigarette smoke lingers on my hands. My right hand lies at my left and I'v got scarlett letter on the brain. I'm really just a lonely little girl in the grip of something evil. Mother was so very upset with me when I told her "I despise you", I walked out and hank followed, spoke some sense into me by the waters, I walked back and hank followed. I apologized to her in french and gave her a single yellow flower, for I knew it was her favorite color. But undoing a deep wrong is much harder than one ever expects. Play your piccolo as I lay on the ground, meditate, carry me caravan take me away. I have to see him again and again.
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Current Music:Earlimart- a bell and a wistle
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Subject:burglary, steal my life
Time:09:30 pm
Current Mood:chipperchipper
So I'v started to put my pointe shoes on randomly and dance around the house to the faint, when no ones looking of course. I hope hope tomorrow will be what I have been looking forward too all this week. I'v got loads of ap govm't homework but i refuse to even look at it. Mum's pleased with me, which is such a change from my entire summer. What a relief! I guess quitting drugs was the only answer.
Pity,
pity.
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Current Music:Ambulance LTD- stay where you are
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Subject:hapless haunts hover about the harbour
Time:08:07 pm
Current Mood:banal
It's a sugar ant massacre, and im their worst enemy. Squish, squish and their feeble attempts at escape. Enough of that, the weekend has come to a quiet end and im studying vocabulary. Met an interesting boy, whose knowledge of life astounds me. The Barron failed to telephone but I succeeded in entertaining myself via Jen. Bon huit to all.
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Current Music:the blood brothers- crimes
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Subject:is anybody listening
Time:10:01 pm
Current Mood:dripping
Today was marvelous. I spent some quality time with Patrick talking digital artsy pictures around school, had lunch with a new acquaintance the Barron, went to Ritter's with Ashton (who may or may not have mono!) Danny, and Rosie. Then partook in an ancient ritual with a little help from Marc. Now im helplessly lost in my statistics project and wishing for a TI-83, rather than my immensely complicated TI-89. Mum and I are about to leave for milk.
Melodramatic memories morph into melodies (never forget this).
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Time:04:55 pm
Current Mood:alone
If my face looks weary, its only because I am. If my smile looks pained, its only because it is. If my eyes look empty, its only because they are. These days are ones to be forgotten, long lonely days that I can only hope will someday be filled with something happier.
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Current Music:elliott smith- miss misery
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Subject:stomach pains
Time:07:26 pm
Current Mood:ok
Have you heard?? No school tomorrow, as Ophelia is threatening to strike. Interesting, don't you think?
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Current Music:blonde redhead- loved despite great faults
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Subject:if your unhappy and you know it
Time:11:33 am
Current Mood:sicksick
The days drag on. Im absent from school again, but this time its viral. I sleep a lot, I dream a little. Mums taking me to Georgia this weekend to see the mountians (aka to keep me away from drugs). Elliott keeps me company, while I try to shake the chills and aches. Smoking cigs it a throat killer but if I numb my throat just enough its not so bad. Iv got homework coming out of my ears but im too weary to do it. The lows are so extreme that the good seems fucking cheap.
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Current Music:the doors- your lost little girl
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Subject:my eyes have seen you dear
Time:09:29 pm
Weary dreary day. Concentration... ok. I think that you know what to do. Impossible yes, but it's true.
Last night we were locked in the prison of our own demise. Lying at your side felt safe. But your with another. Some coy calculating scally. Love is blind. Fuck love.
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Current Music:the postal service- the district sleeps tonight
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Subject:Douglas James
Time:06:26 am
Current Mood:lovely sleepy eyes
He gave me his two week notice,
he'll be dead in 5....4.....3...2...
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Current Music:Rilo Kiley
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Subject:when I saw you standing there
Time:08:56 pm
Current Mood:apatheticapathetic
Im fucked.
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